finally…

finals done.. finally, i have time to sleep.. so tiring.. thanks to ben crowell, the most wonderful physics teacher ever.. even my councilor said “i wonder when he’s gonna get fired T.T”  i guess if he ever got fired, the sky’s gonna turn green and the rose gonna turn blue.. i wonder if all Yale graduates are as proud as he is.. always says about him having a PhD from yale.. i was like T.T WTH! wad does tt got to do with me.. i noe ur a genius but u sucks in books writing and teaching.. i’ve had enough of u n ur lame textbooks..

but life’s life.. i have no choice but to register for his class again next semester for HE is the only teacher teaching physics for life sciences.. GOD!!! please help me! i’m dyiiiinnngggg!!!

so here i am, still looking for a car and a job so that i could get out of this house and have some LIFE! i’m so bored..again… and i’ve been “locked” in the house for a week since my finals ends.. i really love goin to school.. and everything makes me miss my secondary school’s life even more..

EAT THIS!!!

it’s been so long since i post any msgs. too busy with my classes.  they’re so taxing. especially physics. haiz. thanks to my 2nd exam my overall score plunged to a C+ =.=

i’m so depressed these days. can’t go out, trapped at home, no feet. i missed my singapore life. it’s not bad here but since i still dun have a car and with all those UNREASONABLE curfew, i miss MY LIFE =( i used to be younger than 16 and my curfew was midnite for weekend and 10pm during weekdays. and now, i’m not a minor anymore but my curfew is 9 PM!!! isn’t that ridiculous. i’ve got nothing more to say. plz PEOPLE!!! tell me this make sense.. i hope somebody knock some sense into my head and make me believe that i really have to be home by 9 everyday in a week, and that includes weekend!

i’ve not found anything to my liking here. other than my frens there’s nothing else to be cherished here. definitely not my freedom and EVERYTHING!

i hate it! why can’t people just trust me. they used to!! but dunno why they dun now!!! it’s not like i’m not trustable. or that i like to waste my money! I’VE ONLY SPENT ~$100 EVERY MONTH!!! WAD THE FOOT DID I DO TO MAKE THEM THINK I WOULD SPEND THOSE MONEY UNNECASSARILY WHEN IT REACHES MY HAND!!!

i think i’ve got nothing else to say.

I HATE EVERYTHING!!! WADEVA THAT TOOK PLACE, IS TAKING PLACE, OR EVEN THOSE THAT WILL TAKE PLACE IN THE NEAR FUTURE!!!

Catching Up part 2

During the last week of my vacation in indo, i went back to medan together with my mom.. we went ard medan to get the stuff my aunts and cuzin want.. it’s been years since they were back in medan.. so yea, i was going ard buyin snacks for them.. haha.. obviously, i didn’t know where to go (i didn’t even know how to get to my frens houses let alone some shops) so yea, blame it on my short years in indo.. haha.. i was driving of course but my mom was the navigator =p

ok i also missed those stuff too, so during those times when we went ard to get snacks, i too, got to eat stuff.. i love to go ard with my mom.. not just becuz she’ll pay for everything that i wan, she’s also my best fren/mom.. haha..i guess everyone knows wad the def. of a best fren so i dun have to go on abt that..

the 2nd last day i was in medan, i went out with my best frens for the last time.. actually i went out the previous day too with some other frens.. they were the ones who got back for summer too.. some were back from China, Taiwan and SG.. so yea, it’s a fun day of nostalgia..haha.. and for my best frens, only 2 of them were back from overseas.. the others had their tertiary ed in medan so they were the ones who brot us ard... we went to eat lembur kuring where i’ve not even been to since i was 13... so long ago.. but the food was not that good tho.. it used to be better, or was it becuz of the playground? they have this playground and my bro n i love to go there.. so maybe tt’s y we loved the food, becuz we cld play!!! well, tt’s all tho with my frens.. bcuz the last day was reserved for my grandparents..

my grandma had planned where to eat and wad time to leave.. so she kept reminding me not to go out on that day and i had to be ready by 7..haha.. very typical of my grandma.. and very typical of me, i was late..i was only ready when the clock actually struck 7.15pm =p my grandma was a bit upset tho..but she’s fine after tt..again, typical..

i got a pretty early flite so my grandpa didn’t send me off only my grandma and my mom.. i kept telling my grandpa that i’d be back soon cuz i was worried that he’d be crying again.. last yr, when i left, he cried so much that i was so worried.. actually when i was 13, when i left for sg, he also cried..haiz, grandpa grandpa.. good thing he didn’t cry when we left..

my grandma was not that happy too but she didn’t say anything except for all those advises that she’d told me for years, dun sleep to late, bring ur jackets along with u, be careful when u drive, dun go out till too late, bla bla bla.. haha.. she’s so cute.. all i cld do was to listen and say “ok, i get them, dun worry, i’ll call.” ;)

my mom, haiz, she’s the smart 1.. she knows i wun say anything if it was my grandma who said those stuff so all she did was to add on some “liao” when my grandma was talking =.=

catching up part 1

well, 1st of all, i’d like to apologize to my frens for not updating my blog.. hmm, i guess those who knows how bad is the internet connection in Indo wud understand my reason.. i’m too lazy.. it’s so slow back in indo and i can’t bring myself to wait for each entry i put up.. i like SPEED! i hate waiting for things that are supposed to be fast.. of course, waiting for buses is fine bcuz u can’t really ask the bus to wait for u rite?

here i' am, back in LA.. to be honest, there isn’t anything special to write about when i’m gone for summer, so i’ll juz write as brief as i can..

hmm, let’s see.. ok.. i was supposed to bring my fren to sentosa but i didn’t so we settled for the next day.. actually, i dun really feel like gg to sentosa anymore.. when i was young, my mom liked to bring my bro and i there.. trust it was fun.. for young kids in their 7th or 8th yrs of life, Sentosa is paradise.. a place to be “sentosa..” but now, it’s not that great anymore.. 1st, i’ve seen almost everything there had to be seen.. 2nd, it was a hot day..ANYWAY, i brot my fren n my bro there.. my fren bot a package so she could get cheaper prices on those attractions.. for us, we jz bot an entrance tix, a luge and sky train(or wadeva it’s called) package, and a tix to watch The Song of The Sea.. i must say, it’s AWESOME!!! i mean 1 thing tt it’s not is becuz that unlike the previous show, we had to actually pay to watch.. but let me tell u, it’s really good.. the plot was kinda tacky(well for me) but the effects were great.. n the music was not bad too.. the other thing was the luge.. i love it.. bt it’s not enough! haha.. the track was so short, i want more..haha.. bt it’s fun.. n for my fren, she went to see attractions, merlion, butterfly park, the 3d movies(which we all went together), the spinning thing that goes up(forgot wad it’s called) and siloso & pahlawan bch.. siloso was closed for the youth games thing.. so we walked to pahlawan.. exercise mah..lolz..

my fren wanted to leave sg first so i stayed to accompany my bro during his quarantined week..actually we jz stayed at home..haha.. ooh, in case ppl think i’m cruel, i did bring my fren to the harbor kz X( i didn’t jz leave her alone..lolz..

then i went back to batam and stayed for erm.. a month i guess..forgot.. all i rmmbr was that i went back to medan for a week before leaving for US..haha..nothing much happened when i was in batam..all i did everyday, was to follow my parents to office and help out here n there.. otherwise i jz sleep and watch movies..hahaha.. nothing much..

happy yet frustrated..

1 day in batam was fun.. at least my runny nose got better and kinda recovered.. and since i got back in SG, it recovers altogether..hahaha.. jz as i've expected.. i didn't even have any medicine.. weird =.=

day 1
nth much happened tt day.. my bro gotta stay at home(self-quarantined for a week) haha.. lucky for him, he hadn't do any of his CL holiday homework.. he was like " u see, told you i didn't have to do it." i was like "yea, rite, lucky you." actually we are fine, we were checked in a way a few days before comin to SG.. so yea.. no pain.. jz stay lorh..haha.. but my fren got a little upset.. not sure why.. was it homesick? or was it becuz sth else? i'm not sure.. but things got a little worse cuz she kinda said she felt like gg home . . . ok i'm speechless

day 2
thot my fren wanna shop( at least tt's wad i assumed, medan-ers always shop when they're here.. so i juz thot bugis wud be a great idea) haha.. and it turned out ok.. ok maybe it turned out more than ok.. she bot a few stuff.. spent abt $200 dolars i guess.. since i took her to bugis and orchard in 1 day..haha.. (i actually planned to spend a day in orchard but she said malls dun rilli appeal to her so we jz spent a few hrs there =(
there's actually 1 weird thing happened that day. guess wad, a lady asked me to leave a contact no cuz she said "i look so "pretty" and that she wans to offer me to be a model =.="' wad??? " lame.. it's such an old trick.. anyway, i jz told her some crap tt i'm jz a tourist and tt i dun have a contact no and i dun even know where i could get my lunch blablabla.. in the end i gave her my email add.. so persistent.. bt anyway,

day 3
this wud be the most interesting-and scary- day ever.. i took my fren to lunch at causeway.. actually we had wad i wanted not wad she wanted..haha.. we had or luak and black carrot cake.. my favorites.. bt anyway, she ate it too.. she's not used to sg's food anyway, so everything wud taste the same to her.. tt's y i jz took her to eat wad i wanted..haha.. at least wad i think are edible to her..
after lunch, we went to raffles place area( merlion, VCH area) and took pictures.. i didn't took any tho.. too lazy.. but i took lots for her..haha.. since it's such a rare occassion for her to be here.. den out of no where, there are ppl asking to take pic with us.. at first i thot they wan us to take it with FOR them.. den i realized they wanna take it WITH us.. wad!!! i was kinda scared that u noe, it's a trick to steal.. but apparently no =.= think we took a total of 8 pic with them =.= lame lame lame..

day 4
again, aft a tiring day, i took my fren to east coast.. thank god.. well at least i like the peaceful environment but not so for my fren.. but hey, tour guide need some rest too rite.. well, my fren understand tt too.. so we jz took a stroll and rent 2 bikes for an hour with another hour free of charge.. it was great.. at least i like it.. haha.. den we jz had dinner there too at east coast.. it was a turkey dinner.. my fren(surprisingly) ordered a yoghurt drink.. ok, i was kinda suspicious that she wud even like it.. but she ordered it anyway, and after a few sips, i exchanged my coffee latte with her =.= lolz.. jz as i expected, she couldn't take it.. so in the end i was the one finishing 3.5 quarter of the drink.. helooo, it's YOGHURT!!! i was so full, couldn't fill it in anymore..so i jz threw it anyway..hahaha..

day 5 (ytd)
i think i'd say, apart from eating hokkien mee, or luak and black carrot cake, ytd was the best day during this whole 5-day trip.. i was kinda appologetic to my fren cuz she was kinda not-so-in-the-mood.. but anyway, i've told her that the only purpose i'm back again in SG was becuz of my frens and the food.. not so much of the shopping and tourist attraction.. so yea, i'm rilli sorry that she had to bear with me for one whole day..

i was supposed to meet royston at yishun @ abt 12.30, but well, i was so tired that i over sleep.. den i kinda rchd there at ard 12.45 but ok, royston was late too.. so we didn't actually meet till it was ard 1pm.. it was such a long ride to bedok.. think we were on 854 for abt 1 hr+abit.. so, too bad, shu kai had to wait for us.. think it was like an hour or so since she finished her class at ard 1 pm..and rch bedok at abt 1.15.. anyway, we-4 of us- had lunch at bedok.. i dunno bout my fren but the char siew rice was great.. even royston think so too.. so maybe i was rite..haha..

aft lunch, we went to tampines mall to meet tissany. at first we were kinda worried that tissany wud be mad when she rchd bedok to find out that we're gg tampines..haha.. but luckily she didn't take 854 and took 969 instead. so we jz "chen ji hui" said we'll jz meet her there..hahaha..
we kinda walk ard TM and chilled out at coffee bean before sending shu kai off to TP again..haha.. poor her, gotta stay till 9 pm.. den we all took 969 back to yishun to meet pei ying..in the bus, only tissany and i was talking, royston(as usual =.=) slept and my fren too sleep.. maybe she was too bored.. she didn't say anything during our whole outing.. she only talked to me a few times too..sigh.. bad bad..

bt anyway, we didn't actually find PY rite away.. i called her and ask her to meet us at vogue but she was like "where is it? i'm in front of G2000?" ok, so G2000 was actually jz beside vogue but we were like, huh ok where izit? den when i saw her, i kinda half calling half shouting..haha.. she was startled of course, even royston and tissany were..hahahaha.. and they were jz rite behind me.. so, ok it was not boring in anyway, but we didn't rilli do anything.. we jz wander ard northpoint lookin for sth to eat and during that, we visited cyberworld/shop(forgot the shop name) and popular.. fooling ard talking rubbish.. and for me, i got "suan" by tissany, as usual, as if the world's gonna end tmr and she wun have a chance to do it again.. haha.. funny..

guess wad, after wandering for like an hour i guess.. well time passed pretty quickly.. in the end we settled for KFC..haha.. as if there's nth else to eat..but anyway, it was a succulent dinner... cuz we were already starving..haha.. before that we were like,"huh, KFC? it's so not special.." but anyway, we still had it.. it was kinda late when we were done dealing with our stomach.. so yea, we were thinking of takin neoprint but there isn any at northpt.. and i think the nearest wud be at bishan.. sigh.. it's too late.. so we settled for the best camera phone we had, tissany's LG beauty(??) i think tt's the name(ive asked her 3x ytd and i still forget it today..lolz..) so tt was it.. pics were the last thing we do before walking towards control stn.. it wud be great if it's during their holiday.. then we could spend more time together.. they wanted to but i didn't think tt's a great idea.. scl's more imp.. tiss and PY still have to go to scl today and royston has exams next week.. it's jz so not a good idea to stay out late during these times.. so yea, i insisted for them to go home..

but it was a great day.. i really miss them alot.. actually we all miss those times tt we could spend everyday together, had lunch and stay in scl, chatting like there's no tmr..haha.. but ppl change and we have to work for the better.. jz make sure we still catch up with each other's life..

frenships are forever.. when u noe someone, u'll noe him/her forever.. even if he/she had changed for the better or worse, they're still someone u once share a part of ur life with..

day 6
ok, i'm rilli tired.. i actually wanna take my fren to sentosa.. well not that i craved to go.. but it's jz a very rare occassion for her to be in sg.. i jz wan her to feel good here.. at least im trying.. but i think i'll jz stay at home today.. i'm sorry, but i'm tired.. i need more time to rest and enjoy the time spent here in my aunt's house.. this house's full of memories and me being someone who cherishes memories, i love it..